What would you do if you could not fail? Hope, Head and Heart- Why I try(Tri)!

If you have been following my blog then you know I am preparing for the Chicago Triathlon in 2 weeks. I am both excited and scared at the same time. This post is less about the event and more about my thoughts leading up to the event. Hopefully this post provides some insight into my journey to Chicago.

Have you ever sat back and thought- what if? What if I weren't so scared I would do xyz? What if I only had x many days in my life how would I use them?

Last year this month, I read a book titled, What would you do if you could fail?  This book was comprised of several stories of people who came to a crossroads and decided to try something different. Some left jobs, relationships and locations that no longer fed them spiritually only to discover new jobs, relationships and environments to renewed their sense of purpose. The stories were filled with hope. Many shut down their frontal lobes, defied logic and followed their heart.





So I tried this. I decided I would challenge myself in different ways.

Professionally, I quit one graduate program and applied to several highly ranked schools in the country. I got in to my first choice.

I spend six months studying 8 hrs per day to be come a certified health coach for health professionals because I believe I can do more helping people stay well then curing them when they are sick. I passed my certification. Yes, their were sacrifices along the way, but it was all worth it.

I decided I would spend 3-4 days per week for several months to improve my swim. Last year, I only did one pool triathlon. I vowed to myself that I would improve my swim through sheer effort and consistency. I improved. From September to December, I went to the pool 3-4 times per week. I signed up for the Ironman Challenge twice to prove to myself that I was capable. I am.

I have completed several swimming, cycling and running events in the past 8 months with startling results. No, I did not win but I started. I showed up and gave if my best. I felt good about my efforts and results. That is a win.

I participate in triathlon because it scares me, excites me, challenges me and reminds me how far I have come from sitting on the ledge of the pool just 2.5 years ago filled with fear and doubt.

So I ask you, what would you do if you could not fail? Are you listening to others, your mind or your heart?

Hint- the heart always knows.

Remember-It's all about the journey.